greeninzillak

SECOND MONTH in DVC FALL 2007

2007-09-20T20:09:00.000-07:00

[WRITING MY FEELINGS OUT DOESNT CARE OF GRAMMAR ANYMORE AT THIS POINT]
I feel dumb, not special, unloved and bad. I miss my friends, I miss my best friends and I miss my bestest friend, my sister and the person who I think loves me and really cares for me. I feel so unnoticed. I feel I am bad. I feel they hate me. I feel they just dont care. I feel hurt. I want to cry and cry and cry. I want to be the best for them. I want them to be proud of me. I want them to love me and trust me. I want them to forgive me. What have i done? I think I am a mistake. I shouldn't really be alive. I want to die. I want this to end. I am still hoping. Yet I feel worst. They dont really know. I hurt deeply. As i think more, I feel I am a waste. I really want to be the best, to be the one on top. I want them to be happy! I really do. What could i do to please them? I dont want to conclude that I can never be the best because someone is way more better than me. I've made a myself be bad, unrespectful, and disobedient. I want to be as smart as he is. I want to be top in class. I want to get perfect scores. I want to understand the lessons well. I want to study in UC Berkeley. I want to be a lovely sweet person so that people would like me and not hate me. I want to show them good things. I want to be good. I miss my friends so much. I miss highschool. I miss the fun and sad time we had. I want to go home. I feel alone, sad, and so depressed. I want to change-to be a good friend, sister, daughter and student.

I WILL BE AN HONOR STUDENT WITH GREAT LOVE TO GOD AND BE A SWEET LOVING DAUGHTER AND GIRL/PERSON TO MY PARENTS/FAMILY/ FRIENDS AND OTHERS. I WILL BE RESPONSIBLE AND DILIGENT. I WILL STRIVE TO BE PERFECT.

I want so much. Maybe that's the problem. I should have done it rather than just thinking of it.

Lord, Please help me to be the best! Please help me! I want to be good! I want to be lovely for them. I want to them to be so proud and happy. They aint doing anything to me. Im sorry, Lord, for being so bad. I love them. Please help me to show it to them. Lord, Please forgive me! Thank you so much for the love you always give me! I LOVE YOU!

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2006-08-30T04:09:00.000-07:00

im sorry i prssed something.. and all that i already typed were erased.. too bad!

now, my energy was all gone.. :(

missing dadi.

2006-08-10T17:16:00.000-07:00

i missed my dad! soo much! it's only now that i was able to talk to him after months or just weeks i think.. my dad is so loving! haay.. i wish we could be together soon..

thanks GOD!

2006-03-27T00:53:00.000-08:00

im really happy.. things happen unexpectedly.. whew! grabe! GOD is so POWERFUL.. thank you LORD..

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2006-03-19T19:59:00.000-08:00

[02][18]

im sooo happy.. enjoy talaga ko.. thank you for that..

[02][19]

i just started my day watching one tree hill with kebs.. and of course.. to eat breakfast daw.. hehe:)) up to,.. cguro 2 nanonood parin kme nung season 1 nun..

after that i started to get ready to go to mass with my family..

haha:)) we argued about the resto we're going to eat at..

im glad that we, with my bros, won over our moms fave, chinese cuisine..

haha! we ate in chef de' angelo.. haha!

we walked a little and i saw a nice pair of shoes in cmg

and my mom, unusually liking my choice, liked it..

but she didnt want to spend her money.. =(

ahaha:))

~~~~~~~

sooo happy!

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2006-03-17T13:42:00.000-08:00

im currently listening to BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY by queen.

:P

SUMMER.

its soo hot! the heat of the sun is burning my skin.. huhuhu T_T but i wanna go to the beach.. ahaha:) im such a weirdo..

FRIK. im really going to miss a lot of people :'C basta guys lets keep in touch..

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2006-03-17T11:56:00.000-08:00

yey! im finished with the picture video of the pussychix.. even if there are still problems with it though very few.. summer na! im thinking of a worthwhile summer activity where i could enhance skill.. i thought that this summer im gonna have a review sessions for the entrance tests next school year but when i asked my mom, "wag na daw".. kaya im thinking of a thing that i would do this summer like a lesson again in violin or some other skills..

could you help me think of one?

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2006-03-14T22:28:00.000-08:00

vacation na! haay.. ang tagal ko bago nakapagpost uli d2.. dont worry guys.. i'll try to remember everyhing tha happened.. i was somewhat lazy in those times.. haha:))

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2005-12-21T21:12:00.000-08:00

yesterday..

la ako sa sarili ko!

missy.. nikatoks.. venice.. jaja.. angel.. paola.. gia.. anne.. wanda.. kaka.. and lahat nung nandun..

IM SO SORRY KAHAPON.. lm nio na kung bakit..

THANK YOU SO MUCH! sobra.. bka kung anu na ngyari skin khpon kung ala kau.. hehe:))

~exams week~

2005-12-14T21:26:00.000-08:00

its the so called "HELL WEEK".. right sugartums!? hehe:)) puyatan ng isang linggo.. hahaha:)) i only wish i'll get nice grades this examination week,. so that i could pull my grades UP.. :(( i need to get higher scores than my quizzes and some of the requirements that i failed to pass.. basta after this.. we need to PARTY! am i right?! kaka.. haha:)) basta.. babawian ntin 2'.. hehe:))

for now.. aral muna! good luck! :)

"its a matter of life and death?!"

joke!!

hahahaha:))

2005-12-10T21:22:00.000-08:00

i feel bad.. oh so bad.. :(

"happiness is only felt at first and soon it's gone" :'c

2005-12-05T03:14:00.000-08:00

this afternoon.. joy and i went around together.. it started in the classroom.. haha:)) as what she says, its already our routine.. i waited for her.. then we went down.. placed our bags outside then we went to the canteen.. we ate 3 kinds of food.. [gutom kc kme! hehe:))] haha.. with missy and faye in our table.. first we bought turon.. and so on.. haha:)) after eating we went around the school because the director was not there yet.. we went outside and traveled around the school.. stayed in a place for a while and then go.. we even went to kam and kati to have a conversation.. then we tried to look if the director is there.. but he's not yet there so we went to missy.. we again went out.. we tried to look for food.. i got an idea of going to big chill.. then we went to the guard and convinced him to allow us.. fortunately, he was in a good mood.. and we were allowed.. [nice one joy!] so we went out.. first, we went to cake ave.. joy bought a gift for our kriskringle for tom to her baby.. it gave me think about my gift to my baby.. i really got no idea.. then we tried to look in the other stores there.. and good! i've found a gift there.. lucky me! :) i need not to go to powerplant anymore.. haha:)) so we went back again.. joy and i tried to study while waiting.. she remembered that she left her book in cle in our classroom.. so charisse, joy and i went upstairs.. the rooms were locked:( haha:)) i tried to scare them.. i run fast leaving them but they kept in sight.. haha:)) i should have run faster.. hehe:)) that's it.. we just finished the time sitting and listening to the conversation of direk luigi and teacher eugene.. we extended for quite a while wasting little time.. we were sent home then.. hehe:) un lng.. haha:) what an afternoon?! :P

2005-12-04T03:43:00.000-08:00

[upper//left to right] joy, kati, loraine, chy, kam, kwini, flo, chenggay, joan, che
[bottom]dina, dang

BIDA! i love you! :) i miss our times! yeah boi! \m/

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2005-12-01T01:06:00.001-08:00

last night i did my english project.. it was long and tiring.. i felt so sleepy.. but i need to finish it last night.. unfortunately, i didnt finish it.. i got tired and slept earlier than expected.. i did the preface and autobiography part in school.. i thought of finishing it during our computer time but some one overwrote in my seatwork the other day so i had to do it all over again.. *damn* so irritating.. imagine i rarely make a program run then that would be the result.. who wouldnt get irritated?! haha:)) im just taking my feelings out.. *whooh* and so i made it.. and i was able to run it! good!:) that made me cooler!:)) right after i finish my work i made my project.. in fact, i even stayed for the recess time to make it but the time did not fit.. i had to continue it during lunch break.. :)) so i continued it.. but then kuya wasnt there so kamille and i waited for the whole time.. it was 12:30 so we went back to the classroom.. we just left our diskettes there and asked our teachers to tell kuya to print it for us..when we reached the classroom.. we were surprised that mrs. cortez was there.. im thinking that she shouldnt be there because it should be our english time.. so kamille and i entered at the back door.. mrs cortez told us that we're late.. *toot* it was only 2 minutes.. so she told us to write the reasons on a piece of paper.. why are things so BIG DEAL with her?! grrrrrrrhhhhhhh! XD .. .. after class we had our club meeting.. it was fun! we packed the brown sugar and others did the packing for the rice! it was cool! we enjoyed it.. haha:)) we finished it early that's why we were able to do whatever we want..! i watched the dance club with cathy, chynna, kamille and joan.. haha:)) we talked about a lot of things from the past! haha:)) so funny! but it was a serious talk.. that ended my day in school.. i went home early.. cause my friends are varsity players.. haha:))

that's it! :P

2005-11-27T19:07:00.000-08:00

last friday was wanda's and khevin's birthday at dansalan gardens.. it was a swimming party.. beach outfit.. haha:) but what i wore was just a normal one.. haha:)) i didn't really prepared for it or what.. haha:) its because i didnt expect that i would be allowed.. paola and kaka were so great that they made my mom and dad agree with the party.. haha:) [thanks paola and kaka!]:P so venice and missy fetch me in cake ave at around 8.. then we got dina in starbucks.. and so with the gutierrez twins.. haha:)) in the van.. we were thinkin' that we would not make it to the party cause there was a heavy heavy traffic on the road that we passed on to.. i thought the time going there would take up to my curfew time.. lucky me.. we got there by 9.. haha:)) in the entrance, saw a few of our friends with their gay friends.. and in the lobby,, i was surprised to see my ex-classmates.. i started to remember someone.. anyways.. we went to the pool side where the party was held.. 2 of the guys there approached us and gave us a shot.. woah! what a welcome?! haha:) nice one! :P i saw some friends from dbtc.. and i met new ones.. i met guys from dbti also.. haha:) stacy, kaka, danah, with our other batchmates.. danced.. and enjoyed! yeah boi! haha:) so cool!.. haha:))

then 1030.. mom and dad fetch me..

hahaha:))

saturday! :P

i went to ateneo for the PEM.. i saw my batchmates in makati high, the place were my brother and his schoolmates went for their MTAP together with some of my schoolmates.. i went home.. used the net.. that's it..

i just stayed home then..

i started to read..
haha:)
this book:P

today! sunday!:P

we, with my family, went to mass.. haha:) and so on.. haha:) la na ko sa mood.. nxt time na lng.. :))

**badtrip ako sa intrams.. nangitim ako:(( nakakainis :( grrrrrh!**

what a day?!

2005-11-20T20:02:00.000-08:00

this morning. my family and i went to mass.. and again.. we're late.. haha:) im happy that i am not the reason for us being late.. this past few weeks.. i am not late anymore.. after the mass.. we went to the basement to walk to make ourselves hungry.. that's what my dad said.. we're thinking of eating in the food court but my dad was so hungry so he said that we will eat in an EAT-ALL-YOU-CAN restaurant.. so we ate in cabalen.. at first, i didnt like to eat there but that's what my dad want.. i have nothing to do.. but eat there.. i was really full.. there were many foods to choose from.. my older sister was not used to eating a lot.. she told me that she's "takaw tingin". and that's true.. she tried to eat everthing she got on her plate.. and beside her, was me telling her that she's anorexic.. to frighten her.. there in the signboard written a big NO on leftovers and takeout.. she has nothing to do but to swallow everything she got.. kuya also got many lechon that he cant eat anymore.. haha:) it's good that i got a little food at a time.. haha:)) there's something i tasted with some of the foods.. there was a taste that was weird.. i told my sister about it and she said that im saying everything there is weird.. hehe:) heh:) anyways.. after that lunch.. we went to cyberzone.. at the entrance there was a small store in the middle that caught our, kuya justin,kebs&i, attention.. haha:) the rocker stuffs were sold there.. my older brother asked for the bonnet that were used for crimes.. i asked him how he would use that.. and he said that he would use it whenever he feels cold.. COOL! hehe:) then.. we went to the upper part of the mall where bazaars stood. hhaha:) [forgive me for the wrong grammars] we roamed around.. trying to see somestuffs that we can used at home.. of course my mom bought some stuffs.. kebs asked my mom to buy atable cloth for our room.. when we're about to buy.. she again had to contradict with what we want.. but we kept telling good things about it.. and it worked.. nice one! :P good job!:) my sister is really good in things like that.. :) after that we went to another bazaar called BARAKALan?! there was an entrance fee.. in one of the shops there.. they were selling eggs.. those were very small.. haha:) it looks funny.. hahaha:) we kept looking around.. there were alot of free taste.. my mom tried.. i also tried one but unfortunately, it did not taste good.. for me it tasted spoiled egg.. ggrrrrrhh!! i tried to finish it.. but it really sucks..kebs kept pushing me.. so i pushed her too.. more than she did to me.. she said that she will take revenge.. so here we come to the exit.. we tried to let the guard put stamps so that we could go back if we would wish to.. my mom had her stamp and then my sister.. i was the last to have the stamp then.. grrrrhh.. an embarassing thing happened.. while the guard was holding my hand for the stamp.. kebs suddenly tickle me.. that i bend and the guard needed to put the stamp again.. i really laughed alot.. kebs is SOOOooo.. XD haha:) then we went to the parking lot.. i think about 1 pm we went home.. it was early.. we thought of goin' to places but my dad preferred to go home.. so we went home.. i slept..=D that's it.. just it! hehe:)

last night.. we, with my family, watched harry potter in market2! hehe:) nice movie! :)

bagiuo!!

2005-09-22T15:31:00.001-07:00

after a long long time of not updating this blog.. im came back.. we we're from bagiuo.. 4 days.. i miss the coldness there..and the fun times we had.. i enjoyed it because of my schoolmates.. but i felt that nerve breaking thing.. so damn mad.. the social's night was good.. i really enjoyed that.. it made me calm from the thing that someone did to us.. theyare really trying to embarass us.. F.T. .. we toured bagiuo.. sleep late.. and ate a lot.. for there are so many foods.. we ate 5 meals a day.. that's why wight now i feel fat.. so fat.. haha:)) i met new friends.. and a korean guy whom venice liked.. he was really korean.. hahahaha:)) i missed school so much.. that's it.. i got to go.. bye!

today082005

2005-08-19T22:38:00.000-07:00

===hello.. i've got a new layout.. im just bored looking at my old skin.. anyways.. i hope you'll like it..

-_- its saturday today and ive got a full load.. i dont think i would finish it this 2 day weekend.. :( time really is so important.. i still need to sleep.. i forgot my chem book and i need it badly for my project.. how would i get done with it.. [damn!] this morning.. my mom asked me to go with her in the wet market so early.. i carried a lot of stuffs.. hehe:)) she bought raw foods.. [of course!haha] wla lng..

cge.. il still do my hws.. bye!

FFour Pictures :D

2005-07-16T07:01:00.000-07:00

fantastic four pictures!

FANTASTIC four!

2005-07-16T06:11:00.000-07:00

-sobrang ganda nitong muving to'.. astig! watch it.. chris evans is hot, hes the one with fire.. hahaha:)) they are so cool! you'll like it.. everybody! heheh:)) try it! haha.. i really enjoyed watching the movie.. i ate nuts.. popcorn.. coke float.. hehehe:)) i dont have lessons today.. i really liked the movie.. +09+-

sponge!

2005-07-16T01:32:00.001-07:00

++Crazy For You++

++Jeepney++

++Klsp++

++Lunes++

++Neon++

++Partisan++

++Una++

++Gemini++

Crazy For You

Swaying room as the music starts

Strangers making the most of the dark

Two by two their bodies become one

I see you through the smokey air

Can't you feel the weight of my stare

You're so close but still a world away

What I'm dying to say, is that

*Chorus*

I'm crazy for you

Touch me once and you'll know it's true

I never wanted anyone like this

It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss

I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

Trying hard to control my heart

I walk over to where you are

Two by two we need no words at all

Slowly now as we begin to move

With every breath I'm deeper into you

Soon we two are standing still in time

but If you read my mind, you'll see

*Chorus*

I'm crazy for you

Touch me once and you'll know it's true

I never wanted anyone like this

It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss

I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

It's all brand new, I'm crazy for you

And you know it's true

I'm crazy, crazy for you

Jeepney

Bumaba ako sa jeepney

Kung saan tayo'y dating magkatabi

Magkahalik ang pisngi nating dalawa

Nating dalawa

Panyo mo sa aking bulsa

O ang amoy mo'y naroon pa rin

Tawa nati'y humahalay

sa init nating dalawa

Subalit ngayo'y wala na (wala na)

Ikaw ay lumayo na (lumayo na)

Naaalala ko ang mga gabing nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan

Naaalala ko ang mga gabing magkatabi sa ulan

Kulay nang iyong ngiti

At tikwas ng iyong buhok

At ang lambot ng iyong labi

Ng iyong labi

Kahit anino mo sa malayo

Ay nais masulyapan ka

Mahagan ka

Upang mapawi

Ang lamig

Subalit ngayo'y wala na (wala na)

Ikaw ay lumayo na (lumayo na)

Naaalala ko ang mga gabing nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan

Naaalala ko ang mga gabing magkatabi sa ulan ( 2x )

Subalit ngayo'y wala na (wala na)

Ikaw ay lumayo na (lumayo na)

Naaalala ko ang mga gabing nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan

Naaalala ko ang mga gabing magkatabi sa ulan ( 2x )

magkatabi sa ulan

dungawin ang araw

naaalala, naaalala

naaalala, naaalala

Klsp

Sino ‘tong nakatingin?

Anghel bang magliligtas sa’kin?

Mga mata’y kanyang minulat sa pagdadalamhati

Hinahanap sa kung saan

Pakpak na hindi mahagilap

Ninanais ko lang naman na maging ganap

(Chorus)

Kailangan lang pagbigyan

Kulang lang sa pansin

Naghahanap ka pa ba?

Ng ibang taga lupa?

Aking tinig ay iyong dinggin

(Chorus)

Kailangan lang pagbigyan

Kulang lang sa pansin

Kailangan lang pagbigyan

Kulang lang sa pansin

Nauubos din ang luha

Natutuyo at nawawala

Naglalaho din pala

(Chorus)

Kailangan lang pagbigyan

Kulang lang sa pansin

Kailangan lang pagbigyan

Kulang lang sa pansin

Kulang lang sa... Kulang lang sa pansin....

Kulang lang sa...

Lunes

Dahan dahang lumalamig

unti-unting dumidilim

Sa saliw ng yong pagtingin

ang oras ay

bumibilis

kumakaripas

naghihintay na lang

kasama ng ulan

at ayokong magising

sa umagang nangaakit mabuksan

naninimdim

di alam

walang patutunguhan

di mapigilan ang pagngiti

paglaya mo’y minimithi

nagyayaya nang makisayaw

ang himig ay

nangaaliw

isang pagdiriwang

sa ilalim ng bituin

sa liwanag ng buwan

at ayokong magising

sa umagang nangaakit mabuksan

naninimdim

di alam

walang patutunguhan

ayoko na

hindi sinasadya

hindi ko sinasadya

Neon

your smile is gently freezing

snow feels in away

you're the laughter in my silence

the cold that keeps me awake

green towel less soft spoken

your thoughts you never knew

your lies and empty promises

i'll do the more at you

How does it feel?

How is it that I can feel?

coz I, I need to know

coz I, I know I can never be enough

to replace your whatever

and I, I think it's shiny and blue

like a dance that see through

coz I, I know I can never be enough

to replace your whatever

now everything is silent,
and everything is still without you near

Everything about you

the world was something new

and I was there at the open

well just to be with you

but every time I see the shelter

and every time I walk away
you're the laughter in my silence

the cold that feeds my day

How does it feel?

How is it that I can feel?

coz I need to know

coz I, I know I can never be enough

to replace your whatever

and I, I think it's shiny and blue

like a lens that see through

coz I, I know I can never be enough

to replace your whatever

now everything is silent,

and everything is still without you near

and every time I see you passing by

I'll just stay here waiting for you

and I will talk to myself

on a lazy Sunday afternoon

and I'll still say that prayer for you

i'll be a little bit proud of me

while trying to be so perfect you'll see

and nothing can compare to

whatever lies out there

there's no one here

there's no one here

there's no one here

there's no one here

there's no one here

there's no one......

Partisan

I've been dreaming for so long

To see you smile right back at me

From where you are

I've been wishing for so long

To see smiling back at me

Like I'm somebody special

But as I aged and as I changed

I left it all behind

Cause now your calls seem kind of mellow(kind of mellow)

Will I run to you

Even If I'm loosing hours

Will I run to you

Even if I'm loosing hours of sleep

Will I run to you

Even If I'm slowly fading away

Will I run to you

Even If I'm loosing hours

Will I run to you

Even if I'm loosing hours of sleep

Will I run to you

Even If I'm slowly fading away

Will i run to you today

I've been down to long

Yeah I know

I know cause the radio's been playing that same old song

That same old song

About this regular guy

With regular hopes

And regular dreams gone stale

Coz he doesn't know where to go(where to go)

chorus:

Will I run to you

Even If I'm loosing hours

Will I run to you

Even if I'm loosing hours of sleep

Will I run to you

Even If I'm slowly fading away

Will I run to you

Even If I'm loosing hours

Will I run to you

Even if I'm loosing hours of sleep

Will I run to you

Even If I'm slowly fading away

Will i run to you today

We can find another break time to sit and talk a while

I'll be your king and you'll be my queen and we'll be dancing all night

But its getting there, its getting to me and it's tearing me apart

Cause he doesn't know where to go (2x)

Will I run to you

Una

muli namang umihip sa akin

ang hangin ng pagiisa

liwanag kang dagling sumilaw

sa aking mga mata

linilingon, sinusundan

dumadalas ang minsan

ika'y naryan, abot tanaw

kahit walang dahilan

maiiwasan ba

ang bawat sandaling ika'y laman ng isip ko

(maiiwasan bang)

ngayo'y lilipas ng hindi kita nasisilayan

(magkamali sa'yo)

nararapat bang pigilan ang damdamin na

(maiiwasan bang)

lalong mahulog sa iyo

walang maitutulad sa sumpang iyong linikha

putulin man ang tali ay sadyang walang kawala

sa pagkaakit, at di paglapit

nananalangin, at umaasang

maiiwasan ba

ang bawat sandaling ika'y laman ng isip ko

(maiiwasan bang)

ngayo'y lilipas ng hindi kita nasisilayan

(magkamali sa'yo)

nararapat bang pigilan ang damdamin na

(maiiwasan bang)

lalong mahulog sa iyo

hindi padadala

hinding hindi padadala

hindi padadala

Gemini

come a little closer

flicker in flight

we'll have about an inch's space

but i'm here i can breathe in

what you breathe out

let me know if i'm doing this right

let me know if my grip's too tight

let me know if i can stay all of my life

let me know if dreams can come true

let me know if this one's your's too

coz' i see it

and i feel it right here

and i feel you right here

the vacuous night

steps aside to give meaning

to gemini's dreaming

the moon on its back

and the seemingly

veiled room's lit

by the same star

sponge!

2005-07-16T01:32:00.000-07:00

++Crazy For You++
++Jeepney++
++Klsp++
++Lunes++
++Neon++
++Partisan++
++Una++
++Gemini++

Crazy For You

Swaying room as the music starts
Strangers making the most of the dark
Two by two their bodies become one

I see you through the smokey air
Can't you feel the weight of my stare
You're so close but still a world away
What I'm dying to say, is that

*Chorus*
I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

Trying hard to control my heart
I walk over to where you are
Two by two we need no words at all

Slowly now as we begin to move
With every breath I'm deeper into you
Soon we two are standing still in time
but If you read my mind, you'll see

*Chorus*
I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

It's all brand new, I'm crazy for you
And you know it's true
I'm crazy, crazy for you

Jeepney

Bumaba ako sa jeepney
Kung saan tayo'y dating magkatabi
Magkahalik ang pisngi nating dalawa
Nating dalawa

Panyo mo sa aking bulsa
O ang amoy mo'y naroon pa rin
Tawa nati'y humahalay
sa init nating dalawa

Subalit ngayo'y wala na (wala na)
Ikaw ay lumayo na (lumayo na)

Naaalala ko ang mga gabing nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan
Naaalala ko ang mga gabing magkatabi sa ulan

Kulay nang iyong ngiti
At tikwas ng iyong buhok
At ang lambot ng iyong labi
Ng iyong labi

Kahit anino mo sa malayo
Ay nais masulyapan ka
Mahagan ka
Upang mapawi
Ang lamig

Subalit ngayo'y wala na (wala na)
Ikaw ay lumayo na (lumayo na)

Naaalala ko ang mga gabing nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan
Naaalala ko ang mga gabing magkatabi sa ulan ( 2x )

Subalit ngayo'y wala na (wala na)
Ikaw ay lumayo na (lumayo na)

Naaalala ko ang mga gabing nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan
Naaalala ko ang mga gabing magkatabi sa ulan ( 2x )

magkatabi sa ulan
dungawin ang araw
naaalala, naaalala
naaalala, naaalala

Klsp

Sino ‘tong nakatingin?
Anghel bang magliligtas sa’kin?
Mga mata’y kanyang minulat sa pagdadalamhati

Hinahanap sa kung saan
Pakpak na hindi mahagilap
Ninanais ko lang naman na maging ganap

(Chorus)
Kailangan lang pagbigyan
Kulang lang sa pansin

Naghahanap ka pa ba?
Ng ibang taga lupa?
Aking tinig ay iyong dinggin

(Chorus)
Kailangan lang pagbigyan
Kulang lang sa pansin
Kailangan lang pagbigyan
Kulang lang sa pansin

Nauubos din ang luha
Natutuyo at nawawala
Naglalaho din pala

(Chorus)
Kailangan lang pagbigyan
Kulang lang sa pansin
Kailangan lang pagbigyan
Kulang lang sa pansin

Kulang lang sa... Kulang lang sa pansin....
Kulang lang sa...

Lunes

Dahan dahang lumalamig
unti-unting dumidilim
Sa saliw ng yong pagtingin
ang oras ay

bumibilis
kumakaripas
naghihintay na lang
kasama ng ulan

at ayokong magising
sa umagang nangaakit mabuksan
naninimdim
di alam
walang patutunguhan

di mapigilan ang pagngiti
paglaya mo’y minimithi
nagyayaya nang makisayaw
ang himig ay

nangaaliw
isang pagdiriwang
sa ilalim ng bituin
sa liwanag ng buwan

at ayokong magising
sa umagang nangaakit mabuksan
naninimdim
di alam
walang patutunguhan

ayoko na
hindi sinasadya
hindi ko sinasadya

Neon

your smile is gently freezing
snow feels in away
you're the laughter in my silence
the cold that keeps me awake
green towel less soft spoken
your thoughts you never knew
your lies and empty promises
i'll do the more at you

How does it feel?
How is it that I can feel?
coz I, I need to know

coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
and I, I think it's shiny and blue
like a dance that see through
coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
now everything is silent,and everything is still without you near

Everything about you
the world was something new
and I was there at the open
well just to be with you
but every time I see the shelter
and every time I walk awayyou're the laughter in my silence
the cold that feeds my day

How does it feel?
How is it that I can feel?
coz I need to know

coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
and I, I think it's shiny and blue
like a lens that see through
coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
now everything is silent,
and everything is still without you near

and every time I see you passing by
I'll just stay here waiting for you
and I will talk to myself
on a lazy Sunday afternoon
and I'll still say that prayer for you
i'll be a little bit proud of me
while trying to be so perfect you'll see
and nothing can compare to
whatever lies out there

there's no one here
there's no one here
there's no one here
there's no one here
there's no one here
there's no one......

Partisan

I've been dreaming for so long
To see you smile right back at me
From where you are

I've been wishing for so long
To see smiling back at me
Like I'm somebody special

But as I aged and as I changed
I left it all behind
Cause now your calls seem kind of mellow(kind of mellow)

Will I run to you
Even If I'm loosing hours
Will I run to you
Even if I'm loosing hours of sleep
Will I run to you
Even If I'm slowly fading away
Will I run to you
Even If I'm loosing hours
Will I run to you
Even if I'm loosing hours of sleep
Will I run to you
Even If I'm slowly fading away
Will i run to you today

I've been down to long
Yeah I know
I know cause the radio's been playing that same old song
That same old song

About this regular guy
With regular hopes
And regular dreams gone stale
Coz he doesn't know where to go(where to go)

chorus:
Will I run to you
Even If I'm loosing hours
Will I run to you
Even if I'm loosing hours of sleep
Will I run to you
Even If I'm slowly fading away
Will I run to you
Even If I'm loosing hours
Will I run to you
Even if I'm loosing hours of sleep
Will I run to you
Even If I'm slowly fading away
Will i run to you today

We can find another break time to sit and talk a while
I'll be your king and you'll be my queen and we'll be dancing all night

But its getting there, its getting to me and it's tearing me apart
Cause he doesn't know where to go (2x)

Will I run to you

Una

muli namang umihip sa akin
ang hangin ng pagiisa
liwanag kang dagling sumilaw
sa aking mga mata

linilingon, sinusundan
dumadalas ang minsan
ika'y naryan, abot tanaw
kahit walang dahilan

maiiwasan ba
ang bawat sandaling ika'y laman ng isip ko
(maiiwasan bang)
ngayo'y lilipas ng hindi kita nasisilayan
(magkamali sa'yo)
nararapat bang pigilan ang damdamin na
(maiiwasan bang)
lalong mahulog sa iyo

walang maitutulad sa sumpang iyong linikha
putulin man ang tali ay sadyang walang kawala

sa pagkaakit, at di paglapit
nananalangin, at umaasang

maiiwasan ba
ang bawat sandaling ika'y laman ng isip ko
(maiiwasan bang)
ngayo'y lilipas ng hindi kita nasisilayan
(magkamali sa'yo)
nararapat bang pigilan ang damdamin na
(maiiwasan bang)
lalong mahulog sa iyo

hindi padadala
hinding hindi padadala
hindi padadala

Gemini

come a little closer
flicker in flight
we'll have about an inch's space
but i'm here i can breathe in
what you breathe out

let me know if i'm doing this right
let me know if my grip's too tight
let me know if i can stay all of my life
let me know if dreams can come true
let me know if this one's your's too
coz' i see it
and i feel it right here
and i feel you right here

the vacuous night
steps aside to give meaning
to gemini's dreaming
the moon on its back
and the seemingly
veiled room's lit
by the same star

survey [02]

2005-07-16T00:31:00.000-07:00

This or That:

dog or cat: dog [i dont like cats! but im not afraid of them]
blue or pink: blue [of course.. haha:)) its my fave!]
winter or summer: summer! [but i think winter is good too!]
friends or boyfriends: friends.. [love em']
short hair or long hair: long hair [pero ung neat..]
black or white: both [haha:) i like them both e! sori!]
friends or family: family [i love them so much.. love ko friends ko..]
books or tv: tv [but i like to try books!]
thongs or granny panties: thongs no.. [granny panties?!]
cheese pizza or pepporoni pizza: pepperoni [so delicious!]
slippers or sneakers: both [haha:) la ko mggwa]
stripes or polkadots: stripes
mom or dad: both [love ko cla pareho!]
Christmas or Halloween: christmas!
MTV or BET: MTV
swim or ski: swim [but i like to try skiing.. no ice here!]
pencil or pen: pen
snakes or spiders: snakes [but i like spiderman! haha:))]
Christina or Britney: wla e..
science or math: MATH [all time fave!]
jackets or hoodies: both [astig e!]
blonde or brunette: brunette
orange or yellow: orange
rap or country: country..
monkeys or frongs: monkeys!
Spongebob or Scooby Doo: spongebob
car or truck: car [haha.. aus lng din kung truck!]

survey! [01]

2005-07-15T23:42:00.000-07:00

BOLD the types of Candy you like.

Kit Kat
Twix
Hershey Bar
Sprees
Jelly Beans
Mary Jane’s
Reese Cups
Reese Pieces
Cookie Dough Bites
Sugar babies
Licorice
Butterfinger
Tootsie Roll
Crunch Bar
Tootsie Pop
Blow Pop
Milk Duds
Hershey’s Cookies N’ Cream
Twizlers
Dots
Baby Ruth
Milky Way
Snickers
m&m’s
Peanut m&m’s
Sweet Tarts
Starburst
Almond Joy
Mounds
Cow Tails
Shock tarts
War Heads
Razzles
Taffy
Gummy Bears
Peanut Brittle
Junior Mints
Peppermint Patty
Lemon Heads
Smarties
Raisinets
Goobers

IF ONLY..

2005-07-15T04:05:00.000-07:00

hahaha:) this movie is good!

2day! COLC..

2005-07-15T04:00:00.000-07:00

im sleepy ryt now..and im tired.. but...

**hehehe:)) la lng.. i have new picture.. sya khit sandali lng.. hahahaha:)) enjoy..

2005-07-09T22:18:00.000-07:00

its reeza 18th bday.. we had so much fun.. joy, chynna, kwini, kam, missy and the gee twins.. we enjoyed the night together.. and we really enjoyed it.. sobrang saya.. sana maulit.. haha:)) enjoy tlga un.. la lng..

bad3p!

2005-07-03T04:13:00.000-07:00

im so badtrip! kainis.. nawawala ung ballpen ko.. bgo pa un.. sayang sa pera.. la ako 2loy mgmit naun.. :( tpos arte pa ng mga tao tau.. naiinis ako.. sayang ung tym ko.. kabadtrip tlga no.. hehehe:)) nilalabas ko lng d2.. pra mawala.. haha:)) kainis tlga.. hahaha:)) cge un lng muna.. ciao!

maroon5! cool!

2005-06-29T03:30:00.000-07:00

maroon 5 is so great! i love em'!

[as Kara's Flowers]

You have this way of dipping in and out of sight
as things collide.
Bridges burning softly in the night.
You have a way of falling in and out of time
as it goes by
passing silently with no goodbye.

And I've spoken with all the other angels
they don't know what to do.
And I agree with them whole-heartedly,
I do.

Telegram came toyday from a friend
saying "Where in the hell have you been,
where are you going?"
I said:
"I don't know, does this lonelyness show,
and if so does it ever end?"

And I've spoken with all the other angels,
they don't know what to do.
And I agree with them whole-heartedly,
I do.

You have this way of meaning everything and nothing to me
at the same time.
Returning my Hello's with Goodbye's

'Cause I've spoken with all the other angels,
they don't know what to do.
And I agree with them whole-heartedly,
I do.

'Cause I've spoken with all the other angels,
they don't know what to do.
And I agree with them whole-heartedly,
I do.

And I've spoken with all the other angels,
they don't know what to do.
And I agree with them whole-heartedly,
I do.

i only want to be with you!!

2005-06-29T02:43:00.000-07:00

I don’t know what it is that makes me love you so
I only know I never want to let you go
‘Cause you started something, can’t you see
That ever since we met, you’ve had a hold on me?

It happens to be true
I only want to be with you

It doesn’t matter where you go or what you do
I wanna spend each moment of the day with you
Look what has happened with just one kiss
I never knew that I could be in love like this

It’s crazy but it’s true
I only want to be with you

You stopped and smiled at me, asked me if I’d care to dance
I fell into your open arms and I didn’t stand a chance

Now listen honey, I just wanna be beside you everywhere
As long as we’re together honey I don’t care
‘Cause you started something, can't you see
That ever since we’ve met, you’ve had a hold on me?

No matter what you do
I only want to be with you

You stopped and smiled at me, asked me if I’d care to dance
I fell into your open arms and I didn’t stand a chance
Now listen honey, I just wanna be beside you everywhere
As long as we’re together honey I don’t care

‘Cause you started something, can't you see
That ever since we’ve met, you’ve had a hold on me?

No matter what you do
I only want to be with you
No matter what you do
I only want to be with you

~~==i like this song.. this will be the song for the one..cguro?! hahaha:)) depende parin noh=~~

wednesday! me!

2005-06-29T02:17:00.000-07:00

hahaha:)) kakagaling ko lng sa skul.. kktpos q lng kumain ng bbq.. knina binigay ni reeza ung invitation para sa bday nia.. kninang knina.. tinuruan kme ni ms lee dun sa degree sa calculator.. kninang knina pa.. ng monologue c mrs vital.. ang galing nia tlga!!.. nagcollect ako ng money for our class.. pondo ng pinoy na nmn.. hehe:)) oo nga pala nung lunch kumain ako ng piknik tpos un.. kumain kmeng 4.. kakatawa c chy.. [wala na yan!! hahaha!! joke!!] enjoy knina eh.. no enough time nga e.. hahaha::)) pag pasenxahan nio na ung entry ko naun tgalog.. 3p ko e.. tska ung mga nakalagay d2 puro songs.. hihihih:)) un na muna! bye bye!

:)

2005-06-28T02:09:00.000-07:00

ang saya kahapon! swimming! kain! gwa ng project! cool! sana maulit ulit! hehehe:)

halesong

2005-06-25T22:28:00.000-07:00

HALE-the day you sent goodnight

Take me as you are,
Push me off the road the sadness,
I need this time to be with you
I'm freezing in the sun;
I'm burning in the rain
The silence;
I'm screaming,
Calling out your name.
And i do reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need is time
To me, the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

The calmness in your face
That i see through the night
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us
You didn't ask me why
I never would have known oblivion is falling down.
And i do reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need is time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

If you could only know me like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be all
Right.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need is time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

She's already taken,
She's already taken
She's already taken me
She's already taken,
She's already taken
She's already taken me.
The day you said goodnight

++song++

2005-06-25T22:27:00.000-07:00

Hale-broken sonnet

And now I concede
On the night of this fifteenth song
Of melancholy, of melancholy
And now I will admit in this fourth line

That I love you, that I love you.
I don’t care what they say
I don’t care what they do
‘cause tonight I’ll leave my fears behind

‘cause tonight I’ll be right at your side.
The clock on the tv says 8:39 pm
It’s the same, it’s the same
And in this next line

I’ll say it all over again
That I love you, that I love you.
I don’t care what they say
I don’t care what they do

‘cause tonight I’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight I’ll be right at your side.
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me

And I will never let go
Will never let go.
I’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight I’ll be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.

But still I see the tears from your eyes
Maybe I’m just not the one for you.

bamboosong1

2005-06-25T08:17:00.000-07:00

BAMBOO-

Anung balita sa radio at TV
Ganun parin kumakapa sa dilim
Minsa'y na isip ko ng umalis na lang dito
Limutan ang lahat lumipad, lumayo

Bato bato sa langit
Tamaan wag magalit
Alam naman natin kung sino ang tuso

Sa bawat sumpang umiiyak singil ko ay piso
Sa bawat lumuluhang dukha - alay ko'y dugo

May kasama ka kapatid, Kaibigan
Hanga't ako'y humuhinga may pag-asa pa

Oh......

Hallelu
Hallelujah

Sinong sawa sinong galit
Sumigaw ngayong gabi

Hallelu
Hallelujah

Blinded by the light
I could barely see the faces in front of me
Asking me how do we begin
Well for starters from within
I'm ashamed of what I've become in the mirror
The face of my one true enemy
Hallelujah it's a new day
Lets take control If I have to take this message door to door
Save myself save every soul
With permission I make this my personal mission
Save me from the fire, from the fire

Save me from the fire

Ngayong gabi ako ang sundalo mo
Habang ika'y tulog ako'y gising nakabantay sa iyo - kasi mahal kita
tingnan mo pag-ibig ko'y sa iyo lamang

oh

hallelu
Hallelujah

Sinong sawa sinong galit
Sumigaw ngayong gabi

Hallelujah

pnesong0

2005-06-25T07:39:00.000-07:00

PNE-alumni homecoming

Napatunganga nung bigla kitang nakita
pagkalipas ng mahabang panahon.
highschool pa tayo nung una kang nakilala
at tandang tanda ko pa
noon pa may sobrang lupit mo na!
Di ko lang alam kung pano
basta biglang nagsama tayo.
di nagtagal ay napa-ibig mo ako.

Mula umaga, hanggang uwian natin
laging magkasama tayong dalawa
parang kahapon lang nangyari sakin ang lahat
tila isang dulang medyo romantiko ang banat!
Ngunit nang mapag-usapan,
bigla na lang nagkahiyaan
mula noon hindi na tayo nagpansinan!

(Chorus)
At bakit ko ba pinabayaan,
mawala ng di inaasahan.
parang nasayang lang,
nawala na, wala nang nagawa

panay ang plano, ngunit panay ang urong.
at inabot na ng dulo ng taon!
graduation natin nung biglang nag-absent partner ko.
tadhana nga naman!
naging magpartner tayo!
Eksakto na ang timing!
Planado na ang sasabihin!
Ngunit hanggang huli, wala akong nasabi!

(Chorus)

Napatunganga nung bigla kitang nakita,
pagkalipas ng mahabang panahon.
Sobrang alam ko na ang aking sasabihihin
at ako'y napailing sa ganda ng ngiti mo sakin!
at nang ikaw ay nilapitan,
bigla na lang napaligiran ng yong mga anak
mula sa pangit mong asawa!

(Chorus2X)

pnesongs

2005-06-25T07:33:00.000-07:00

PNE-your song

It took
one look
and forever lay out in front of me

One smile
then I died
only to be revived by you

There I was
thought I had everything
figured out
goes to show just how much I know
bout the way life plays out

Chorus:
i take one step away
and I find myself coming back
to you
my one and only
one and only
you..

Now I know
that I know not a thing at all
except the fact that I am yours
and that you are mine

Oh,
if you told me that it wouldn't be easy
and Oh,
I'm not one to complain

repeat chorus
(except the last word)
repeat chorus

--

2005-06-19T05:55:00.000-07:00

Over And Over
-Nelly

uh uh uh
uh uh uh
uh uh
uh uh uh
(Chorus)
'Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I cant keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
(yeah) Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And i can't take it I cant shake it(NO)
[Nelly]
I can't wait to see you
Wanna see if you still got that look in your eye
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And its a shame that we gotta spend our time being mad About the same things
Over and over again (about the same thing)
Over and over again
Oo but I thinks she leavin
uhh man she's leavin
I dont know wat else to do
(Cant go on not lovin you)
(chorus)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I cant keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
(yeah) cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
(yeah) and I can't take it
(yeah)and I can't shake it ( no )
[Nelly]
I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that you would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keeps playin in my head
(Over and over again)
Playin my head (over and over again)
[Nelly]
Oh I thinks shes leavin
Uhh man shes leavin
I dont know wat else to do
(I cant go on not lovin you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
(yeah) cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it and I cant shake it(no)
[Nelly]
Now that I realize
That I'm goin down
From all this pain you put me through
[Tim McGraw]
Everytime I close my eyes (wuu wuu)
I lock it down
ooooo I can't go on not lovin you
(repeat chorus 3x)
uh uh uh uh (repeat 4x)
Over and over again
Over and over again
Cause it's all in my head

=P

2005-06-19T05:43:00.000-07:00

[chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special

To you, I'd be always faithful
I want to be
What you always needed
Then I'll hope you see the heart in me

[chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind if you give me the chance
I'll never make you cry c'mon let's try

[chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Maybe do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do

I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Beautiful soul, yeah
Oh, yeah
Your beautiful soul, yeah

(",)

2005-06-19T05:32:00.000-07:00

True
BY: ryan cabrera

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you

mmmm
I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

S.O.N.G.S --sound tripping--

2005-06-19T05:28:00.000-07:00

Hold You Down..

(Jen)
Now you been holding me down mm
For such a long time now
From back then to now in my story
Straight from the hood
You've always been there for me
And you had my back when they
Back when everybody said I wasn't anything
It was you that kept me holding on
No matter what was going on
So whatever you need I got you yaa
(Joe)
Reminiscing that 6 train from way back
Now it's skyblue Phantoms and stretch Maybacks
For sweepin them floors in them Bronx apartments
Mira esta que on the red carpet
When Pun died you was the first to call me
I never told you
But you was there for me
Whatever you need, I be there for you
Crack, I got ya back, for real, true story
(Jen)
Now my loyalty will always be
With you if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
Cuz baby you don't have to change no...
[chorus]
You dont know how much you mean to me
Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, boy I'm gon' hold you down
You dont know how much you mean to me
Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, girl I'm gon' hold you down
(Fat Joe)
Yo, 2005, Rakim and Jodey Withley
Watch me paint a picture so perfect
Quite possibly
The realest frechest from BX to Southbeach
I'mma always hold you down, girl
You can count on me
(Jen)
So remember this whenever I call
We go back too far, we been through it all
Even though, we haven't spoken so long
Ain't nothing change, not a damn thing baby
(Jen)
Now my loyalty will always be
With you if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
Cuz baby you don't have to change no...
[chorus]
You dont know how much you mean to me
Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, boy I'm gon' hold you down
You dont know how much you mean to me
Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, girl I'm gon' hold you down
(Fat Joe)
Like green is to autum somethings must stay
This industry
Yeah my father made me this way
Get between me and J-Lo
I simply stay
you better off sweepin leaves on a windy day
(Jen)
So I don't care about the situation
I'ma ride for you
If there's a complication
Cuz everytime you had my back and all
When we were young
And now you're Joey Crack and all
(Jen)
Now my loyalty will always be
With you if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
Cuz baby you don't have to change because...
[chorus]
You dont know how much you mean to me
Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, boy I'm gon' hold you down
You dont know how much you mean to me
Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, girl I'm gon' hold you down

S.O.N.G.S --sound tripping--

2005-06-19T05:22:00.000-07:00

What am I gonna do

All the many days you were on my mind
Visions of me with you all the time
You wasn't looking for a man
You made it clear (clear to me)
And now I'm ever so glad that I have you near

Here in my life just you and I
We can do whatever we want to
I’m living my life with you by my sideone day
I'm make you my wife, baby

Chorus:I was excited cause I was falling
Falling in love with you
Now that I've falling
What am I’m gonna do

I'll do whatever puts a smile on my baby's face
Girl, you're my best friend
You can never be replaced
There's nothing in this world
I wouldn't do (do for you)
You are one of my favourite dreams
And I'm so glad that it came true

Here in my life just you and I
We can do whatever we want to
I m living my life with you by my side
one day I'm make you my wife, baby
Since I gave you all my trust
And you've given so much love
You're everything I want and need
Girl, you got the best of me

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2005-06-19T01:54:00.001-07:00

I never knew why it was called "falling in love", but i do now. You become in love with someone and everything is so great. It cant get any better. You feel like nothing can mess up because its so perfect. Once it cant get any better, you suddenly realize you no longer are climbing a mountain, you walk off the edge, begin to "fall" and realize nothing is perfect. You begin to fall straight down to reality. You stop getting their calls, they dont talk to you in the halls, you stop having notes passed to you in class, they dont brag about you to their friends, the compliments stop, they lose that sparkle in their eye, and all the sweet surprises are gone. As you fall you watch all the memories, good times, bad times, smiles, laughs, cries just pass you by. its gone, all gone. Youre back at the bottom of the mountain and this time your all alone. Somehow your trying to find the strength to climb that mountain knowing you could fall. You will have to find a new "guide" and hope they will help you know the best paths to take. They will help you overcome obstacles. They will be the one that shelters you when the rain starts falling. Once they help you reach the top, you pray they wont leave you. Not many "guides" will stay on the mountain forever, so be careful. Alone on a mountain you will fall and keep falling. If someone is there with you as you stumble, they will catch you before you fall. So before you "fall in love", understand that falling can be very painful. The person you hope will catch you could be the one that pushed you down.

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2005-06-19T01:54:00.000-07:00

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2005-06-17T23:06:00.000-07:00

~My Bestest Friend~

When I cry you help me out

When I'm happy you hear me shout

When I grin you know I'm really madYou can tell when I'm sad

because you are my best friend

You're there in thick and thin

You're my best friend

You hear me out when I want to talk

You help me out when I get mad

You are the bestest friend I've ever had

So hear me out when I say

You're the light in my day

You are the moon in my night

You shine very bright

You are the bestest friend I have

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2005-06-17T23:03:00.000-07:00

~Friends Forever~

As we walk our path of life,
We meet people everyday.
Most are simply met by chance.
But, some are sent our way.

These become special friends
Whose bond we can't explain;
The ones who understand us
And share our joy and pain.

Their love contains no boundaries.
So, even we are apart.
Their presence enhances us
With a warmth felt in the heart.

This love becomes a passageway,
When even the miles disappear.
And so, these friends,
God sends our way,
Remain forever near.

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2005-06-17T23:01:00.000-07:00

~friendship~

FRIENDSHIP IS A PRICELESS GIFT

THAT CANNOT BE BOUGHT OR SOLD

BUT ITS VALUE IS FAR GREATER

THAN THE MOUNTAIN MADE OF GOLD

FOR GOLD IS COLD & LIFELESS

IT CAN NEITHER SEE NOR HEAR

& IN THE TIME OF TROUBLE

IT IS POWER LESS 2 CHEER--

IT HAS NO EARS 2 LISTENN

OR HEART 2 UNDERSTAND

IT CANNOT BRING U CONFORT

OR REACH OUT A HELPING HAND

SO WHEN U ASKGOD FOR A GIFT

BE THANKFUL IF HE SENDS

NOT DIAMONDS, PEARLS OR RICHES

BUT THE LOVE OF REAL TRUE FRIENDS

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2005-06-17T22:52:00.000-07:00

Friends Eternal

You're a true friend,
that I want you to know,
Our love for each other
has helped us to grow.
We've been through some tough times,
but we've made it through,
The only one I ever trusted was you.

You helped me through anger,
you've chased away fears.
You held me through sadness,
and kissed away tears.

You stayed by my side
when the world turned away.
You helped me see joy
when the skies were all gray.

You were the rainbow
at the end of the storm.
You help me be different
when I shouldn't conform.
You held my hand
when you knew we would fall.

Every heartache,
you saw me through it all.
I'm not sure I'm always t
he best friend to you,
I know I'm not perfect,
but this much is true.

When life gets you down,
And there's nowhere to turn,
I'll help you through and
I'll share your concern.

I'll try my best to return every favor,
When you're sure that you'll drown,
then I'll be your lifesaver;
Even if we both go down.

Whether we sink or swim
doesn't matter at all,
Just know that I'll be there
whenever you call.

I'll pull you out
when life pulls you under.
I'll be the sun
when there's lightning and thunder.

And when it's all over,
And we've fought every war,
There's one thing I promise,
Of this I am sure,
When the time comes
that we're put to our rest.

Be sure that you know that,
My friend, you're the best.
And if there is Heaven,
then I know you'll be there,
That if you die first
then you'll hear every prayer.
And soon I'll join you,
but just know until then.
That I'll miss you each day
'til I see you again.

At the end of the tunnel,
you'll be my guiding light,
You'll lead me to heaven,
away from the night.

We'll be there together,
and we'll never grow old.
And we'll walk hand in hand
On the streets paved of gold.

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2005-06-17T22:50:00.000-07:00

RAINBOWS
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you.
And share with you it's beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own.
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea.
But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me,
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair
But let me be...
what I know best,
a friend that's always there.

poems

2005-06-17T22:47:00.000-07:00

Friends

One day when you feel alone
Remember i'm at the end of a phone
I love you loads
And that must show
I want to let all the world to no
I have a friend, that is you
I love you for all you do
Your face so sweet and your heart so gentle
Keeping me together when i'm going mental
Telling me you love me and that you hold me tight
Being there for me even in the night
Thank you friend you mean a lot to me
Maybe now you'll see
How much you mean to me

MS Shan CAI!! hahaha:))

2005-06-14T02:48:00.000-07:00

ehehe:) wla lng.. nababaitan lng ako chak na cocoolan sa kanya.. ang kulit pa[ryt stacy?!] hahah:) kachat ko naun c kay.. may hw.. chem and pe.. wala ako maxado mgawa 2day.. i've just finished my updated blog?! ako lng may alam nun.. hhahaha:) private post! hehehehe:)) so un.. un lng muna .. ciao! i just saw ms lee's account.. i aadd ko na po.. bye!

FIRST DAY FUNK! =))

2005-06-06T18:41:00.000-07:00

i am in ST. Agnes.. hahaha:) with ms. mea as our adviser.. so happy! today is a hyper day! hehehe:) but the start of pain.. we got harder subjects but we can all get thru those..

love?!

2005-06-03T16:42:00.000-07:00

from xanga!

I never knew why it was called "falling in love", but i do now. You become in love with someone and everything is so great. It cant get any better. You feel like nothing can mess up because its so perfect. Once it cant get any better, you suddenly realize you no longer are climbing a mountain, you walk off the edge, begin to "fall" and realize nothing is perfect. You begin to fall straight down to reality. You stop getting their calls, they dont talk to you in the halls, you stop having notes passed to you in class, they dont brag about you to their friends, the compliments stop, they lose that sparkle in their eye, and all the sweet surprises are gone. As you fall you watch all the memories, good times, bad times, smiles, laughs, cries just pass you by. its gone, all gone. Youre back at the bottom of the mountain and this time your all alone. Somehow your trying to find the strength to climb that mountain knowing you could fall. You will have to find a new "guide" and hope they will help you know the best paths to take. They will help you overcome obstacles. They will be the one that shelters you when the rain starts falling. Once they help you reach the top, you pray they wont leave you. Not many "guides" will stay on the mountain forever, so be careful. Alone on a mountain you will fall and keep falling. If someone is there with you as you stumble, they will catch you before you fall. So before you "fall in love", understand that falling can be very painful. The person you hope will catch you could be the one that pushed you down.

a story of.. [hahaha:P]

2005-06-03T05:26:00.000-07:00

Two teenagers goin over 100 mph..

Girl: Slow down. I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it's not. Please, it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It's bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):

A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

~~hehe:)) la kc ako mgwa naun e.. internet lng ng internet.. tpos un kain 2log kain.. hahaha=)) medyo kabad3p pa.. kc nmn ung @#$%^& .. un.. un na muna! cge.. bye bye!.. ciao!

2005-06-03T01:47:00.000-07:00

qoutes from [Qoutes_here] in xanga

::Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they're afraid of falling & getting hurt. Instead they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't good, but easy. So the apples at the top think that there is something wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing. That is why we just have to be a little patient & the right boy, the one who takes a chance to find the good, right apple will come someday.::

::always follow your heart it`s gonna lead.. [you] in whatseems like messed up placessometimes.. but eventually you`ll end up where u wanna be.::

::Sometimes I wonder.. I wonder that maybe we really weren't meant to be.. maybe you were here to teach me a lesson and even though my heart says it loves you more than anything.. something tells me that all this pain, all these fears and all the emotions you ever caused.. it's here to teach me a valuable lesson so when I really do meet the person that I'm going to love forever, I won't make the same mistake I did with you.::

::Sometimes you got to run away to see who will run after you. Sometimes you got to talk quieter to see whos really listening. Sometimes you got to step up to fight only to see whos standing by your side. Sometimes you got to make a wrong decision only to see whos there to help you fix it. Sometimes you got to let go of the one you love just to see if they love you enough to come back to you.::

::I am so confused. I guess I really don't realize what I do sometimes. I don't know why I put myself in a situation where I know I'll get hurt again. I'm just waiting for it. But I can't let go... it's too hard.::

::Always remember, I’m here when you need me. Always remember, I’m just a call away. But more importantly, always remember that I love you. I know we’re not friends anymore, but if you ever need a shoulder to cry on -- I’m here.::

::worst feeling isn't being lonely -- it's being forgotten by someone you i could never forget::

::Sometimes you got to run away to see who will run after you. Sometimes you got to talk quieter to see whos really listening. Sometimes you got to step up to fight only to see whos standing by your side. Sometimes you got to make a wrong decision only to see whos there to help you fix it. Sometimes you got to let go of the one you love just to see if they love you enough to come back to you.::

::maybe cupid should shoot himself with His own arrow.. just so he can see How much love really hurts..::

::As we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down probably will. You'll have your heart broken and break others hearts. You'll blame a new love for things an old love did. You'll fight with your best friend, you'll cry because time is flying by, and you'll eventually lose somebody you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely and love like you've never been hurt. Every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can't get back.::

::You can alway close your eyes to the things you dont wanna see but you can never close your heart to the things you dont want to feel. All i ask is that you forever remember me ....as the girl who loved you most.::

::Just when you think things can't get any worse... they do. But I've learned that life is like hour glass sand. Sooner or later, everything hits rock bottom, but all you have to do is be patient and wait for someone to turn everything around.::

the conch's zone is on hiatus

2004-09-18T21:42:00.000-07:00

the conch's zone is on hiatus

la lng

2004-07-16T04:54:00.000-07:00

I have just started my blog. hehe:) di nman ako mahilig sa mga ganto la lng ako magawa.. so sana magnada to'.. i am not good in writing.. pagpasensyahan nio na lng 2.. kau na bhala.. hehe:P salamat..

greeninzillak

SECOND MONTH in DVC FALL 2007

-entry erased-

missing dadi.

thanks GOD!

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~exams week~

**none**

what a day?!

bagiuo!!

today082005

FFour Pictures :D

FANTASTIC four!

sponge!

sponge!

survey [02]

survey! [01]

IF ONLY..

2day! COLC..

bad3p!

maroon5! cool!

i only want to be with you!!

wednesday! me!

:)

halesong

++song++

bamboosong1

pnesong0

pnesongs

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S.O.N.G.S --sound tripping--

S.O.N.G.S --sound tripping--

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poems

MS Shan CAI!! hahaha:))

FIRST DAY FUNK! =))

love?!

a story of.. [hahaha:P]

the conch's zone is on hiatus

*la lng*

none

la lng